I believe the main disorder in my life is my attraction (or my addiction) to solitude. I have not been successful in my romantic relationships, and I have always believed that I am better off alone. It is a mistake to think that one can go through life alone. For now I am fine. My life is at peace. I must try again to be with someone at some point. I need to fight to make it work this time.

In the order in which I believe I manage my life, my solitude is a disorder that must change.